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: So finally
This year has brought so many things to my attention. So many things have happened; good and bad. I've lost too many people; one physically and a few emotionally. I wish I hadn't lost the people I have though. I know some of them I will never see again *atleast for a while....a loooong while* and others I hope will come around and realize that reguardless of what we've said or done to each other, we are still friends and that we can be there for each other when we're needed.
I can't wait for Christmas to come. This will be the first Christmas that we won't have to go to anyones house and no one will be coming over to ours! It will be our first Christmas in our new home!! I'm so excited. We haven't decorated yet though...hopefully this weekend.....Aaaaand, Noe isn't going to mix at a party on New Year's Eve, so we get to go out! YAY! This is going to be the first time we get to go out and he won't be playing. FIVE YEARS!! and this is the first time!
My lil Isabella is already 20 months old. She's got most of her teeth already, is soooo tall, has such long hair *only been cut once!*, is talking a lot *starting to put words together and everything*. She is so smart. We're going to put her in preschool in the next year or so. It'll be fun for her to have other kids to play with. Her movies of choice are Madagascar and the Little Mermaid; she can even say lines *kind of* from Madagascar she's watched it so much!!
Noe and I are finally engaged!! I wish we had gotten married already, but I guess since we've always known that it was going to happen, it's no big deal. The date is set, things are being prepared and planned, and I get to go buy my dress *order it, atleast* next weekend!! Oh, I'm so excited. We're going to have a simi-big wedding; about 200 people or so. I hope everyone we invite will come. It's going to be the best! I can't wait.
I miss you. You haven't been gone that long but here is and always will be a piece of my heart missing because you're no longer here. I know I will see you again, but...you won't be here for all of the important things. And you...you've been gone for too too long....My life has changed so much since you've been gone. So many things have and are going to happen that you're supposed to be here for and you can't be; not physically anyways. You gotta help me decide what to do...gimme a sign or something. I get confused about things and can't talk to you...and you're the only one that can helpe me. I love you both and you will forever be miss and always be loved. [=
This year has brought so many things to my attention. So many things have happened; good and bad. I've lost too many people; one physically and a few emotionally. I wish I hadn't lost the people I have though. I know some of them I will never see again *atleast for a while....a loooong while* and others I hope will come around and realize that reguardless of what we've said or done to each other, we are still friends and that we can be there for each other when we're needed.
I can't wait for Christmas to come. This will be the first Christmas that we won't have to go to anyones house and no one will be coming over to ours! It will be our first Christmas in our new home!! I'm so excited. We haven't decorated yet though...hopefully this weekend.....Aaaaand, Noe isn't going to mix at a party on New Year's Eve, so we get to go out! YAY! This is going to be the first time we get to go out and he won't be playing. FIVE YEARS!! and this is the first time!
My lil Isabella is already 20 months old. She's got most of her teeth already, is soooo tall, has such long hair *only been cut once!*, is talking a lot *starting to put words together and everything*. She is so smart. We're going to put her in preschool in the next year or so. It'll be fun for her to have other kids to play with. Her movies of choice are Madagascar and the Little Mermaid; she can even say lines *kind of* from Madagascar she's watched it so much!!
Noe and I are finally engaged!! I wish we had gotten married already, but I guess since we've always known that it was going to happen, it's no big deal. The date is set, things are being prepared and planned, and I get to go buy my dress *order it, atleast* next weekend!! Oh, I'm so excited. We're going to have a simi-big wedding; about 200 people or so. I hope everyone we invite will come. It's going to be the best! I can't wait.
I miss you. You haven't been gone that long but here is and always will be a piece of my heart missing because you're no longer here. I know I will see you again, but...you won't be here for all of the important things. And you...you've been gone for too too long....My life has changed so much since you've been gone. So many things have and are going to happen that you're supposed to be here for and you can't be; not physically anyways. You gotta help me decide what to do...gimme a sign or something. I get confused about things and can't talk to you...and you're the only one that can helpe me. I love you both and you will forever be miss and always be loved. [=
